LOADING SUMMER...

Here we go, guys its almost June so close to summer, the most enjoyable season if you stay outside of Japan for sure. (otherwise its way too hot here) Also it might be the perfect time to stay out of some sh*t if you are struggling with some issues popping up. Honestly my life has been great like literally great for the past few months, meeting a lot of new people everyday and having fun with my friends at school or outside of school. Even the internship as an editor of a magazine has been soooo much fun and definitely worth it to work for free. It's not about money just for now you know, i love what i do and i respect other editors quite a lot seriously, they've flied to other countries many times for some interviews or world-events while im working there. This is exactly the same as what i've dreamed since junior-high. This experience has totally reminded me of my teeage-dream which i almost passed by and made me realize its not just a teenage-thing maybe it'll be a lifelong-dream. Thanks God for giving me this amazing opportunity. I already made my small but big dream come true, they got my article put on the magazine this month. It was such an honor to have that opportunity annnd all the congrats tweets i got from my followers were so sweet and i appreciate that, i really do. I'm totally beyond happy to have supportive friends around me thanks guys.

btw i am actually planning to go back to Canada this summer( just for a temporary, i might should say VISIT lol) I am definitely going to visit by winter vacation but im still not sure if its summer or fall yet, summer is summer i'd loveee to have beach just in front of where i stay so....:9

my life is a bit like a video game

so i got back from Van to JP a couple of weeks ago and trying to adjust myself (still.) Only friends make me happy to be here, they are the reason why i am here. But thats not the only reason why i cannot throw everything away and fly to Canada right away... but they are always there for me even when i was away from them, im very grateful :)
without beating around the bush, i just needed time to figure out where should i go what to do. because i have no idea where my life is goin( here i go again ), and still struggling for the past weeks to make my decision... but its gonna be fine i am very reasonable not dramatic... (I've lost my mind!!! lol)
My life is a bit like a video game, sometimes including completing levels, thinking like "oh this is good, i havent fallen in any bad situation yet but suddenly sthg unexpected happens and, shoot gotta go out gotta run the other way!!!" But sometimes its good to get lost and start over. That is called middle of nowhere, isnt that right??
miss my friends and family in Canada xxoo

Hello MARCH

Hi:) its March already.

i quit the part time job almost a week ago officially and it made me realize that i am so thankful to them for everything. i'm actually surprised how much ive had fun during work and i've never thought i would feel comfortable working for someone else like that.

I learned a lot. that's not only about the work and system, honestly i learned a lot from workmates too.

They are all nice and funny and needless to say but as they go to the workplace they become very earnest. That is a part of the points of them i look up to:)

Unfortunately i'm a kinda person who suck at goodbyes too much because i always cry, i swear... it always happens.  ew i know it is a bit cleepy and that'll be awkward if i make it clear in front of them, I'll miss them though :( 

well, anyway.... these days i've been spending much more time with my very bestfriend, we are more like sisters:) we are freak when we go to karaoke together because we are not gonna just sit and sing, we do completely crazy freaky funny or dirty dances every time. but crazy things cannot be done alone, we can be stupid together thats what friends are for, you know :P

Im going out tomorrow night with my high school friends yay! we haven't seen each other for a while so, missing em! that's gonna be the last dinner with that girls until i leave so... i just wanna live it up!

March is coming up so soon

these are the pics of my own room.

i know its kinda too girly for me and you guys didnt even expect it :P ha

im telling you, Im NOT like a person who prefer princess or sthg cute.lol

i dont have any particular reason to post these pics :P

almost a month left after i finished my first year at the college

and surprisingly, March is coming up so soon. time flies!

some ask me if i am feeling nervous about going off there alone.

actually, if i were to say i was not apprehensive about it, i would be telling a lie.

i feel scared and great nervous but...

at the same time, my first time going oversea to study+work is full of expectation.

definitely ill miss my friends though.

No matter what issues ill have to face ahead, i am still sure that its gonna be huge for me and my life in a good way.

and before ending this, i gotta tell you.

thank you for coming here and my cousin Christina,

i wanna thank her for supporting me through her blog.

( those stuff she wrote about me are truths but i am not that cool unfortunately. haha )

I always appreciate her for being my proud cousin, love you.

her blog is almost all about justin bieber and the things going on around him.

you can see immediately how much she adores him. lol

you guys gotta see this!

here, http://ameblo.jp/bieberfeverfanclubxx/

actually, i made the top-image for her, its kinda my real job already... jk

hello from here :Flaner



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